all the food in the world will flood your mind. and it generates an automatic flow of saliva swirling in your mouth.

then i will dream of rice balls soup, sesame paste, dumplings, wantons, pratas, chao kuay tiao, bread chicken, melted chocolate, apple cinnamon cocoa, fried carrot cake, peking duck, dim sum, spaghetti house, chao siew rice, ban mian, chicken wing, pork rib king, shark fins, abalone, steamed fish, miso soup and ramen, my gelato, XXL chicken, bread talk, ya kun kaya, and half boiled egg, milo, strawberry milkshake, crepes and cream, sweet and sour pork, mos burger, yoshinoya, burger king mushroom swiss, muah chee, bah chor mee, brownies and cookies, yong tou foo, porridge, fried prawns, CRABS!

ahhhh baby... where is hong kong... where are all our good food...

WHERE IS MY FOOD?! :cry:

im feeling quite shitty now because i was doing my face and i poked a super big hole into a pore on my nose. now its bleeding.

i think i should seriously consider a job in the tourism industry, maybe try to become a tour guide. then i will have plenty of opportunities to travel like i like. and make sure i learn all kinds of languages so i can go to many many countries :)

apart from this, today we shall talk about expectation management. i think we should learn to expect from ourselves first, before we set expectations for others. and be very sure, we will all set expectations. whether we like it or not, realise it or not. maybe thats call... standard.

recently i have failed many expectations. and today, someone have failed mine. and then i thought, "hey, why is it like this?" why did the person set a different standard for themselves and yet does not do the same to other people apart from themselves. 'toothpaste' - '2 faced' strategy huh? and as uncle bope have said, "sometimes, people just dont use their brain to think. and even when they do, they did not think for the others around because they did not realise their actions affects everyone else." uncle's wisdom rules because he does not know how to explain himself so, you just need to take time and meditate over the food, makan and disgest. heng ah! cows have 4 stomachs to do the work.

ok, i just jumped over to my mirror 2 seconds ago and saw a significantly minimised pore. now im comforted to sleep...

but but, before i go i must declare: class95 is rockiest at night!

Thats What Friends Are For
And I
Never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today
And than if you can't remember.....

Keep smilin'
Keep shinin'

Knowin' you can always count on me
for sure
that's what friends are for

In good times
And bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well you came and open me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you....

Ohhh and then
For the times when we're apart
Well just close your eyes and know
These words are comming from my heart
And then if you can't remember....Ohhhhh

i love all my friends.

ﺎﻧﺎﺣﺮ ® says:
and thats great
ﺎﻧﺎﺣﺮ ® says:
coz when u do something u WANT to do
ﺎﻧﺎﺣﺮ ® says:
then the people who matter in ur life
ﺎﻧﺎﺣﺮ ® says:
will be happy for u too

if you want to be a journalist, what kind of journalist do you want to be?
if you want to be a poly student, what kind of poly student do you want to be?
if you want to be a christian, what kind of christian do you want to be?
if you really love the world so much, maybe you should just embrace the world.
if you love God, be very fervent. if you want to be wild, be VERY WILD.
now i dont even know you anymore, you have changed so much.

i dont know if its true but its really interesting to see what baby's up to these days!

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my short stinct of escape is over and now im back to reality. its always good to go on a short holiday trip, get disconnected and start feeling 'how to live normal'.

its funny to see all my friends in school again today. its just feels different to take part in those conversations and do the things we used to do. maybe just not adjusted.

i dont really want to come back though, i want to run away and stay far far away. with no one to account to. meet up to their expectations. and try to be nice and accomodative. it doesnt matter where we'll be. just stay away from matters. everyday, wake up eat work enough go home and rest. a bit boring of a lifestyle but its better than living in politics, GOSSIPS and under scrutinity. just cannot stand to on my mobile with all those messages coming, "where are you? you need to be here to do this and that." i know they are trying to get me back on the same railway track with them. run that same vision we used to do. and be the same person i used to be. but im too lazy to be bothered. i know the problem will come humping at me soon enough for me to start thinking now. and the consequences will be... maybe not great but impactful. it takes alot to take those treatment. but, it doesnt matter anymore, does it?

its hell lot of good fun when i was there. for once theres no time. no time!!! imagine living in a timeless world. nothing leading you on. just at your own pace and run like you like. not even bothered by the surroundings. in fact, we dont even need to be governing ourselves. we live the way we want it to be. thanks for the trip. thank you thank you thank you million times.

im looking forward to ending this semester well, be positive and stay positive on all matters, even if it look like banging at me on the head. i dont quite know what to do after this though, because there doesnt seem to be a way out. im still a nice person after all... HAHAHAHA...*pukes.

my heading makes it sound like shes gone forever. but well, in some sense it really is that way. shes gone, from this part of my life.

im regretful for neglecting her when she needed me. im sorry for not being there. im sorry im sorry. please forgive me.

"It's quite sad, when you know that she will remain your best friend forever although she's already moved on with life."

she came to my house today. my mum miss her too. just look at the smile on that face is enough to tell everything. a sense of lost and recovery. she thinks there's many things that i dont know of. maybe it's true.

anyway, im glad shes doing very well, and moving on. she looks happy at where she is today. and for that, im happy for her. i will continue to miss her very much..

maybe maybe, we shouldnt see each other today, we shouldnt bring ourselves to remember those past. but well, some friends are there on and off for your whole life, even if it means years down the road. lets see when we'll see each other again, maybe the next time would be like this again...

yea man. thats the word man. cos its diff to tell you what im doing now man. its eccentric man. i need you to be here man. cos you are the only person who seem to keep me clear headed man. or maybe the other way round man. which means i might be blinded man. but who really cares now man. walk the walk of life man. we are 'good horse' that do not look back man. so since we are here, let just see what we can do man. maybe one day man, we will forget how it will be like to be now man. and then we will start to learn how to live again man. which is quite sad man, cos i make it sound like we are cueless about what we are doing man. i just feel bad like this to you man. you know what i mean man. i know you dont mind man. but dont want it that way man. the further we go the worst will come floating in our eyes the faster man. you know it too man. hai, i still dont know man (after typing so long). lets just hold on to what we have now man. the rest? think later man.

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
nvm lah u add her lah then

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
i think we will like u

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
just tell her ur bust size

Auntie says:
hmmm

Auntie says:
u told her that?

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
nope

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
like i told u

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
we are connected in some special way

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
me and her

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
it just happens os naturally

and the more i see the more i cant explain,
how the one who set the world in place could even know my name
and im amazed, im so amazed

how great you are, how small i am
i feel so ease in your mighty hand
and im captured by the wonder of it all
and i will offer all my praise with all my heart for all my days
how great you are (x3)

and everywhere i look i see your hand
why are you would love somemore like me i'll never understand
and im amazed, im so amazed

how great you are, how small i am
i feel so ease in your mighty hand
and im captured by the wonder of it all
and i will offer all my praise with all my heart for all my days
how great you are (x3)

i wonder how many are called my friends. how many of them can actually see beyond the facade of my pretence.

how many people actually do things, without regreting.

i think there are close to zero if i point them out one by one.