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I miss her
11.30.04 (7:51 pm)   [edit]

she came to my house today. my mum miss her too. just look at the smile on that face is enough to tell everything. a sense of lost and recovery. she thinks there's many things that i dont know of. maybe it's true.

anyway, im glad shes doing very well, and moving on. she looks happy at where she is today. and for that, im happy for her. i will continue to miss her very much..

maybe maybe, we shouldnt see each other today, we shouldnt bring ourselves to remember those past. but well, some friends are there on and off for your whole life, even if it means years down the road. lets see when we'll see each other again, maybe the next time would be like this again...

 
I dont know man
11.19.04 (11:44 pm)   [edit]

yea man. thats the word man. cos its diff to tell you what im doing now man. its eccentric man. i need you to be here man. cos you are the only person who seem to keep me clear headed man. or maybe the other way round man. which means i might be blinded man. but who really cares now man. walk the walk of life man. we are 'good horse' that do not look back man. so since we are here, let just see what we can do man. maybe one day man, we will forget how it will be like to be now man. and then we will start to learn how to live again man. which is quite sad man, cos i make it sound like we are cueless about what we are doing man. i just feel bad like this to you man. you know what i mean man. i know you dont mind man. but dont want it that way man. the further we go the worst will come floating in our eyes the faster man. you know it too man. hai, i still dont know man (after typing so long). lets just hold on to what we have now man. the rest? think later man.

 
Worthless subject
11.13.04 (8:46 am)   [edit]
Love is space

it is what you make out of it. :cry:
 
iWant, iWish
11.12.04 (10:36 pm)   [edit]
to:
try all ice cream palour around singapore
roller blade from one end of east coast shore to the other
movie marathon
write script
run away travelling
take plenty of photos
cycle
share my woes and worries (as much as you share yours)
laugh the mile of laughter
roller coaster-ing till i see your face turn blue
bunjee jumpee!

all of it, with you...
 
Kate Moss and Me
11.10.04 (5:18 am)   [edit]

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
nvm lah u add her lah then

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
i think we will like u

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
just tell her ur bust size

Auntie says:
hmmm

Auntie says:
u told her that?

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
nope

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
like i told u

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
we are connected in some special way

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
me and her

iBimbo and her iBaby says:
it just happens os naturally

 
How Great You Are
11.02.04 (8:20 am)   [edit]

and the more i see the more i cant explain,
how the one who set the world in place could even know my name
and im amazed, im so amazed

how great you are, how small i am
i feel so ease in your mighty hand
and im captured by the wonder of it all
and i will offer all my praise with all my heart for all my days
how great you are (x3)

and everywhere i look i see your hand
why are you would love somemore like me i'll never understand
and im amazed, im so amazed

how great you are, how small i am
i feel so ease in your mighty hand
and im captured by the wonder of it all
and i will offer all my praise with all my heart for all my days
how great you are (x3)

 
Me
11.01.04 (7:28 am)   [edit]
come lets talk a bit about myself today. the time now is 1:10am. actually im suppose to be eating (by my mum's command) and suppose to be sleeping (by my body's command) but guess what? im waiting for bope to finsih his cleaning rituals of the day, which may necessarily take an hour or so (cause hes super particular about making sure every single part of his body touches water, maybe even the drums inside his ears). work - isnt so bad after all, except that super troublesome procedure of getting down and get checked every morning, adding on to the late time i accumulate when i sleep over. and yes, my pay has decrease decrease and decreased :( to a meager pay of 7bucks an hour, not minusing away the CPFs. well, at least theres something for me to do rather than live off my parents. and if i wanna get the new specs and new shoes and new clothes and new everything fast, i have to use my labour to exchange for it. hahaha, not forgeting, i shall go for some good food. sakae sushi and fish and co is waiting for me. home - my newspapers are lying all over the floor waiting patiently for me to pick them up, but i barely have the energy to even lift my eyelids up to type. so, forget about it. the only person whos so eager to get rid of them is my dad (as usual). friends - sorry peeps, im cant be really bothered to talk about anything now... or rather i do choose who to talk to and what to say. i dont wanna be accountable for anything. i realised i didnt need to actually, just that i might lose that another few friends who thinks im distanting myself away from them. then again, i shouldnt say, distanting away from, because i just kept myself busy, with more stuff and more stuff (as usual) love - lastly, just wanna let you know... im learning to love life, love my body, love my soul (or at least i try to), love my friends, love my neighbour, love my boss, love my saviour, love my helper, love my family, love God and love my companion (or at least i take you to be). and love is a eccentric entity, you learn to love love and love doesnt loves you. can cry actually :'( but no lah, i have discovered something about myself. i almost never regret something i do. really. its quite interesting to realise that thou, cause i didnt even know i could do that. from little things to big things like loving individuals. everyone yearns for requite love dont we? but how often does it actually happen. this is 1 thing we cannot control. learn to take things as it is. be ready to take on the consequence for the path you chose. and dont think back. im moving on... and i will try hard to be a nice person again. i know im quite harden for the fact that sometimes i do things without considerations for others. and this i learnt that others also have the liberty to choose what they want for themselves. im too spoilt before. im learning, and trying... ok, im too tired to type anymore, maybe come back for a sequel in a few days. now those 3 part series or whatever trilogy is the innest thing isnt it. ;) going for more food to make myself feel worse. then i will really put my heart to exercising